Feelings

I have feelings.
Feeling I cannot
show her.
Due to our past
I must hide them.
If I say anything
I will break her heart.
Again.
It’s so frustrating.
I can’t.
It just wouldn’t work.
Why do humans have to be
so complicated?
I know I can
But I don’t understand.
Maybe I don’t want to.
I know what I want
and it isn’t her.
I just…
I just don’t know.

~1999~

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